So people are asking now, "Why are you leaving? How can you leave something you worked so hard at building? Did Stan lose his job?" The answers are to follow in the next blogs, but I will preface them with this:
My journal entry dated 1-20-12
( the morning before the sign went up in our front yard)
" To be attached to things of the world is to be tied to this world. My hope is in the eternal life, where my home has already been prepared. It is a place far superior than that of any earthly dwellings...created by the master of all creaton. A home filled with peace, love and unending joy. The Lord provides me with all I need in this life and in the everlasting. My worries I give to him."
When the sign went up I had to re-read my entry over and over again. That night I had a familiar feeling...intense nervousness. Lots of prayer got me through the night. They mostly went like this: "Please God, don't let this house sell! Let me know your will clearly by shutting this door!" God answered loud and clear... Our house sold in 2.5 days (the terms of which I can't legally disclose right now) but just let me say, that my husband said yes on the spot. God answered my prayer...He was very clear....
It is a beautiful thing to live in the center of the will of God. It doesn't mean it will be easy by any means, but it does bring a peace. I'll miss knowing you are down the street even if our time together lately has been sparse. Praying all of God's best for you all.
ReplyDeleteJennifer, thank you for your very nice comment. You will forever have a special place in my heart. You introduced me to BSF, which transformed my life. Maybe we will see each other more when I don't live so close.
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